Had I?

Semalam kan saya hangin..

1. Over insiden yang berlaku kat ofis. Thanks guys yang bagi komen. Enlighten me up.

2. Over gajian yang tak masuk-masuk sampai lewat petang. Or was it belah malam?

3. Then we went back late sebab somiku ada meeting late yesterday and we were supposed to go and beli uniform Kakak (she starts ke ko-k today). Meant lagi lewat le sampai rumah.

And yet..

1. When the person I was so angry with came and see me. We talked as usual, like nothing happened.
2. When the gaji finally credited, I was no as excited as I expected I'd be. Even Tebby was perplexed when I did not withdraw there and then. I'll settle my debts first, I heard me said.

3. When Tebby fetched me up, I smiled. We bought uniform for Kakak and had relaxing dinner. I even offered him the saba from my bento box. Peace.

I wonder..

1. Had I lost my ability to really get upset and angry and even run an amok?

2. Had my age taken toll on me and I finally realised those are really not worth being upset, angry and amok for?

If I had, alhamdulillah.
Doa saya sudah dimakbulkan..