when i first joined this division, nobody cared if i were not from finance background or accounting background or if i knew about debit or credit. 'one must learn', so they said. 'everybody starts with zero' they added. so i did, the hard way. and now the 'background' issue surfaced again. my opportunity to go up the hierachy has just been discounted just because i am not from finance or accouting background. never mind 'one must learn'. never mind 'everybody starts with zero'. never mind the 3 years i have spent here. nobody cared.
they promised me a better placement before. i was dazed with hope. i thought, finally after so many years... but somehow in the end, it was for someone else. they say, 'you must learn first, then we will consider you for promotion'. that someone else they offered the post to, is a totally new person from outside the division. never mind the learning process i guess. nobody cared.
i just want to go home now and sleep.
i don't think anybody would even care anyway.