Thursday, June 28, 2007

My Sad Song

when i first joined this division, nobody cared if i were not from finance background or accounting background or if i knew about debit or credit. 'one must learn', so they said. 'everybody starts with zero' they added. so i did, the hard way. and now the 'background' issue surfaced again. my opportunity to go up the hierachy has just been discounted just because i am not from finance or accouting background. never mind 'one must learn'. never mind 'everybody starts with zero'. never mind the 3 years i have spent here. nobody cared.

they promised me a better placement before. i was dazed with hope. i thought, finally after so many years... but somehow in the end, it was for someone else. they say, 'you must learn first, then we will consider you for promotion'. that someone else they offered the post to, is a totally new person from outside the division. never mind the learning process i guess. nobody cared.

i just want to go home now and sleep.

i don't think anybody would even care anyway.

14 comments:

siku|at said...

hermp.. hermp.. jom join masuk sdcr.. wat operation technical plak.. ahahhaa..

ct said...

ummi,
stay strong, dun give up.. gud luck...

ummi said...

sikulat ~ kita nak balik tido aje lah ha.. ha..

ct ~ usually i am quite +ve about everything but this time around i think it's not a fair game anymore. thanks. mintak2 esok saya akan kembali ceria.

mardhiah12 said...

meh la minta masuk sini...

kaezrin said...

eh SDCR waht benda erkkk??? ahaks... gatakl sungguh..

aini awak plak buat apa?>??

Akuro ® said...

Typical office politics.

Sakit hati je kan?

BTW, stay positive Ummi...

ummi said...

mardhiah12 ~tak leh tak leh, kita tak pandai kira-kira he he.

kaezrin ~ tanya kat sikulat nun. tengah semangat member tu nak start keje baru.

akuro ~ a ah. sakit hati jugek. ps -> lama senyap.. pi mana?

siku|at said...

hahaa.. balik tido.. esok amik mc.. pastu cuti.. *tenangkan hati*

aaa.. takpun wat shopping sakan ke..*winks* *winks*

siku|at said...

kak elin, ntahla mende sdcr buat saya pun tatau. Yang saya tahu.. saya nak wat keje baru.. ahahahhahaa..

personality driven by OPENNESS..
~are easily bored, constantly desiring to do new thinds

ummi said...

sikulat ~ kalau ada duit bertabung2 baru syok shopping sampai tak ingat donia huhu.. *tak baik tak bersyukur - alhamdulillah dapat cek kotamas 3 angka pon kira baik dah tu*

Farra said...

kat sini ada kosong, jom la join sy, skang dah tade geng aa sini..sume kroni masuk V***

mardhiah12 said...

buat costing :D, environment wise mmg best!

ummi said...

farra ~ best tak? boleh consider ni.

mardhiah12 ~ that's what happen kalau kita suka kerja tu, sure bersemangat nak buat

matasipit said...

mcm dah terlambat jer nak bg komen nih.. tp bagi ler la..

hang in there kak tie.. :)
dunia nih kecik jer.. pusing2 tang tu gak.. means that, skrg time depa.. insyaAllah masa kita akan tiba..