Wednesday, July 01, 2009

I Bled!

I bled or rather it was spotting last Friday. Was about to get prepared for Asar when I saw blood stain. Next thing I knew, we rush tp A&E APSH, given a jab (nasib baik bukan yang sakit amat tu) and given Duphaston 10mg. I was told to come back and see my regular Obgyn the next day.


So we did. It was not a happy one. At that point as of last Friday, I was categorized as 'threaten abortion' and chances of survival is 50-50. From the sonogram, there was not much improvement (where the sac's size is concerned) since last week. My Obgyn was not too happy to see that and since I spotted as well, he advised me to be prepared for things to come. Tho it's 50-50 chances, the inclination would be the untowards one. Even the heartbeat was not visible. I am to see him again next 2 weeks.


I stopped spotting the next day, Saturday. Have been religiously taking Duphaston twice a day after food. True, this may be my 4th one. True, this maybe unplanned for. But, to a mother, a baby IS a baby. Even at just 7+ weeks, I have developed that sayang feeling. Well, it may help a bit since I have 3 other kids, but still. Whatever the result maybe, I believe Allah knows and plans the best for us. Kita sendiri tak tau apa yang terbaik buat kita.

So,.. minta doakan yang baik-baik buat kami. Minta saya kuat untuk menerima apa jua ketentuan...

17 comments:

ct said...

kak, i went through that before i got my 1st son. it was unexplained feeling. i hope it's nothing, if it is meant for u, then it is yours, if not, ALLAH knows better.
take care...

ummi said...

ct ~ thanks. that's what i've been telling myself. everything happens for a reason kan.

LITTLE DEWA said...

kak insya allah... kami doakan sume ok :)

CT said...

kak ti, doa banyak2 ye...saya plak rasa nak nangis baca entry ni...May Allah give the best to you n your family

sikulat said...

k.tie.. harapnye tidak la akak menerima ketentuan spt kami. Rehat banyak2 & doakan yang terbaik utk akak & baby.

Allah know the best!

ummi said...

little dewa ~ thanks.

CT ~ harap2 semuanya ok tp kena sedia juga apa2pun

sikulat ~ hope so. a mother of course berharap survival anaknya tp Allah lebih Mengetahui

kaezrin said...

kak ti...moga2 semua ok...

oren said...

betul..walau ada 100 anak pun, the next 101 still the special, kan?

harap yg baik2 aja..

take care..

mamalisa said...

doa saya moga selamat dan baik-baik sahaja..take a good care & rest. have faith in Allah ya kak..muaahss.

ummi said...

elin ~ doakan eh.

oren ~ iya betul. biarpun ada 10, yang ke 11 tetap special

mamalisa ~ ujian akak ni kecik aje compared to yours. i've been thru quite a bit dgn anak2 yang sakit, anak yang ada disorder. insyaAllah akak dah develop redha dgn ketentuan Allah. Jauh disudut hati mmglah nak baby survive.

neeza said...

harapan nya semua ok.. insyaAllah.. my story: when i did sonogram, no heartbeat even the sac was there.. later to realize i'm having molar n have to go for chemo.. yadda..yadda.. hope ur case is not like mine. for safer precaution i advise u 2 do the bHCG test.

m a t a s i p i t said...

kak tie.. tenangkan fikiran erk.. let's hope for the best, but also don't forget the inevitable.. insyaAllah, everything will be ok.. :)

Farra said...

kak~ nape tak berMC? jgn stress2 ok..moga allah berikan yg terbaik....lawo spec baru you ;) ..patutla semalam muka sedey..tak sempat nak tegur lama...

Zuedin said...

saya doakan yg terbaik utk akak
insyaallah

ummi said...

neeza ~ will se obgyn next wk, then baru decide nk buat apa. hopefully ada improvement and heartbeat. erkk... molar sampai kena chemo ek?

erni ~ iyo. mintak yang baik, bersedia utk berita sedih

zue ~ thanks...

y@tipruzz said...

take care kak. I pray for the best but mental-wise you must also be prepared for the worst. Saya dulu pon b4 dpt firas, ade spotting, sket jer. Do vaginal scan, tak detect heartbeat. Size pon no development, so D&c..i think my case similar to semah kots.

NeroEcha said...

I'allah semua akan ok..amin