I bled or rather it was spotting last Friday. Was about to get prepared for Asar when I saw blood stain. Next thing I knew, we rush tp A&E APSH, given a jab (nasib baik bukan yang sakit amat tu) and given Duphaston 10mg. I was told to come back and see my regular Obgyn the next day.
So we did. It was not a happy one. At that point as of last Friday, I was categorized as 'threaten abortion' and chances of survival is 50-50. From the sonogram, there was not much improvement (where the sac's size is concerned) since last week. My Obgyn was not too happy to see that and since I spotted as well, he advised me to be prepared for things to come. Tho it's 50-50 chances, the inclination would be the untowards one. Even the heartbeat was not visible. I am to see him again next 2 weeks.
I stopped spotting the next day, Saturday. Have been religiously taking Duphaston twice a day after food. True, this may be my 4th one. True, this maybe unplanned for. But, to a mother, a baby IS a baby. Even at just 7+ weeks, I have developed that sayang feeling. Well, it may help a bit since I have 3 other kids, but still. Whatever the result maybe, I believe Allah knows and plans the best for us. Kita sendiri tak tau apa yang terbaik buat kita.
So,.. minta doakan yang baik-baik buat kami. Minta saya kuat untuk menerima apa jua ketentuan...